Thanks for the visit today everyone,
Troy David 'Maestro' Beadles
As I matured into Manhood, I've realized & had to let a lot of people go from my life. People that have known of me for decades, weren't predestined by me to remain in my life. Those of which haven't studied me, a fan of my art or served beside one another. There comes a time where game & grill buddies need to prioritize their affairs elsewhere & in my case a future significant other.
Fellas, everyday is a new beginning with your Woman. If you're unsure of something, it's best to ask her. Communication is imperative don't bottle up your emotions, complete each other. We all want to know we're doing the right thing. So have a plan, know what you're doing & be open to spontaneity. Let her get her way sometimes & meet in the middle.
So you know Ladies & Gentlemen, I've spent 22 years on the internet studying the World & its inhabitants. I've mentioned that a few times in previous publications. I have no transmissions to hide nor conceal in my life's work & accomplishments. The entire matrix can confirm it as fact. I'm a straight alpha male. I'm a high standard chauvinistic shallow bastard to be honest. A bit narcissistic at times but you have to be depending where you are & the task at hand. I want nothing but the best & will stop at nothing to have it.
As I confide in you all & share my middle-aged wisdom's experience, I also have wants & desires for things my mates cannot offer. I have everything I need for a sustainable future I just need confirmation from the one I love most dear. As any Man would for progress at a juncture of this importance.
My life's experiment regardless of my mortality has come full circle. I've completed it in such a way for you to understand that I feel accomplished. I know my life wasn't for nothing. I've changed in my maturity & I'm opening the second half of my life with a plan. I've done everything I could have ever wanted in my youth. I know my rights from wrongs. I know that it's time for me to approach this new life with care & delicacy in which I'll do in care of my next chapter & hopefully every one after that.
I hearken you all with the best intentions. On a fence some could say & everyday is a battle between good and evil. It's a balance that everyone has failed & successfully bounced back up from if you're still breathing. Happiness is sustainable with a viable future with that special someone if you seek that persons better conscience or have established that connection to the next episode of life together. You can do that daily. Whether that's big or little things. That's a Mans will for their Woman. It's nonnegotiable when your life is a mission so seek to confide on any level of a relationship. I'm on another mission in my life & it may never be completed; however, I'm one Man. There will be those behind me that will experience life my way in which I have hearkened & they'll be the better for it in their life's endeavors. So take a little something with you & know if you've not wasted your time or energy. Your efforts are genuine & you're good people among good people.
Just understand, people come & go in our lives so if you want someone special to stay in your life, you cannot be meek, you cannot be shy, you have to be brave & bold in the 21st Century. Tell them your feelings & ask them if they will remain with you. Whether that's business or pleasure. Make your intentions clear & always respect those that carry themselves with the dignity that everyone deserves & surround yourself with those people like I have done with you.
I thank you for being here with me. I think of you daily & I take nothing for granted. Feel appreciated & I want you to feel like you're a part of something, in which you are. If you need me, I'm here for you.
Troy David 'Maestro' Beadles